Ephesians 4:17 

Living as Children of Light

17 With the Lord’s authority I say this: Live no longer as the Gentiles do, for they are hopelessly confused.

Hanging on

I can’t give up, I can’t let go. What is now happening?

Are Life and death my decision in my feelings of hopelessness?

Is it mine to choose to win or lose as thoughts are always gathering

The Pro’s and Cons bring confusion to increase my helplessness

I am losing my control or is all now beyond my power

My mind is in derision as my flesh loses the test

Is now my only goal to please my own endowment?

I come to the conclusion that for my family it seems best

Jan Wienen