It feels like I’m chocking, there’s no air to breath
my dreams lay broken as I gasp for anyone to see.
They it’s too difficult to take the next step,
but I know I would make if they would just give me a chance.
I’ve heard the arguments as I sit upon my bed.
Life isn’t fair and it is by no means right,
but I swear to God I want to give it a try.
I want so much and by that I’m only human,
but most of all I want to continue moving.
The words strung together in desperation,
it’s too hard, it costs too much,
finance and loans.
My powers out and water pools the floor
I don’t know what to do.
It’s become too much.
I’m afraid of the future as I’m held down by my past,
my present stings and I don’t know how to act.
Light is fading as I gasp beneath my sheets,
I think I’d rather just go to sleep.