gray areas
09/05/2019
6:46pm
you were right when you asked me is it things that im scared of
because i’m stuck in my head
and i’m scared of your patience
why is it easy to speak
and i don’t like showing these
it always hurts worse because it’s my frame of mind
and you don’t know my mind
you can’t feel my mind
i let you in before-
and
i’m scared
because it’s what i want not what He wants
and i did what they said i would
all i want was
space
all i want is some normal
compensated my whole life
now i’m stuck in my head
but it’s chill
just like you chill
but
i’m not
okay?