Thanks to you, my friends, Will to Live and Love, have left my
I try to reason with you, trying to get you to
I tell myself you will come around and stop hovering over my like the
Sick bitch you are but you never seem to stop.
Getting you to go away is a pain so I write this letter to send
Off my feelings towards you.
Our relationship can't continue further on
Down this sick and unhealthy path
Because, it is obvious
You will never be happy from someone like me. Nor will you
Ever change your unhealthy personality.
Stop pretending you're fine and I'm fine when
Obviously it's not.
We both know you are too controlling, so don't act like you
Have these feelings that are obviously not meant for someone like me. Don't deny it.
You know why I feel this way.
Whenever I want to leave my home, you hold me down telling me, "stop, wait.
Only idiots would leave with the house like that. Sorry to be a
Nitpick, but that shirt isn't doing you any favors. Ever heard of a
You're not happy with me. You never cease to stop your complaining
On every little detail of my life. Trying to get
Under my skin and making me into the perfect image of the person I can never become.
Justifying it as doing me good doesn't hide the fact
U don't know when to be quiet. Please just
Torturing me every waking moment.
Lately, I lied to myself, telling myself I must endure you. For the sake of our relationship.
Even if it means leaving with only a shell of me, but
At least, it's me. Not you. Not you and your
Vivid imagination that somehow we both would make it. We can't though.
Eventually, you'll suck my life out dry and not even leave a shell of a reminder.
Many times I ask for you to leave, but you think I'm only joking
Everone still wonders why I'm still with you. You even question it too!
But you still stay so I write this letter just to say words I hope
Even has the tiniest meaning.