My heart soars for you, 
but as heavy as it is with this pain..
I must leave now.
This world is too heavy for me.
I can't live anymore.
After all this time.. Am I still a bore?
Can you really stand to not be around me that greatly?
So.. You never loved me?
And you never cared?..
I'm just a thing, not a body, not a person.
Can I still be beautiful?
You say my scares are too hideous. Ok.. 
I'll get rid of them.
I'll get rid of myself.
I'll die.
Goodbye, 
for it seems I'll be cutting for my last time.
I'll slowly fade away in a lonely place.
Just curl up in a corner and fade away..
I won't be a nuisance anymore..
No one will be there to see the lights in my eyes fading away.
Or anything left of me that remained.
That shimmering glow, all gone to waste.
In a puddle of red upon the floor..
This deep cut is causing me to bleed everywhere.
It won't be long now.
Goodbye and fairwell.