Frustrated
Frustrated
I am pulling on the
barbed hooks stabbed in
to my mind which is
just
pulling teeth and
that very thought just
gnashes thorns in
my heart and
i cannot go on like
this i cannot take
this thornrose
bush I have
become anguish threads through
my core making me
frustrated which is the
cause and end of
everything and
the middle it
seems to me that
i am
falling into
pain that
is falling out in
to me but this
frustrates me as
it cannot be so
tearing in my skull like it
has
is
been which further
arpegiates my
scream
ing
ov
er li
nes accosting me in
to
holding me hostage in
my own vices.
5-1-19