The sadness

Depression I guess

I feel so low

Went with the flow

Now I'm sinking

Thinking 

That I could come back

But I lack

Something once there

Something that I'd care

For

Closed off like a door

I miss it

I feel split

A shadow of myself 

My heart on the shelf

Left to collect dust

Try as I must

I cannot succeed 

Cannot be freed

From this.