I'm not the type to hold grudges
But I do have something to say
There's just too many things unsaid
That I must get out of the way
I remember when I met you
You were innocent and kind
But I guess I should have known
There was more than meets the eye
I wasn't prepared for the future
I didn't expect what you would have done
You turned me from good to evil
And now the old me is gone
You asked for one too many things
You shoved it in my face
My mistake for being too nice
You turned me into a disgrace
I figured you wanted to use me
I heart it out of your mouth
I remained passive about it
How foolish I feel now
Because your heart was cold
Your intentions weren't clean
And as I slowly declined
You didn't bother to even help me
Lies, too many lies
I've never felt so betrayed
The words spit out of your mouth
Words I'd never thought you would say
They haunted me, tortured me
I was backstabbed by your knives
And it was too late when I had realized
All you had deprived
I was left with nothing
Nothing but my soul
You took away everything
I no longer felt whole
The building blocks of despair
Over years of your hurt
I wasn't going to take it
Not now, not anymore
Do you know how many times I was there for you?
How many times I was not?
Pay attention to that ratio
And compare it to your slot
How many secrets I entrusted?
And how many lies have been said?
When I knew you didn't tell the truth
Do you know what ran through my head?
What kind of friend is this?
I thought you were sincere
But thanks for making me realize
There's nobody left to trust here
And the next time you cry to me
And the next time you whine
Why don't you replay the past-
And see it through my eyes?