Saturday, December 20, 2014
We grew so fast and faded as quickly thanks for the experience you'll forever be with me.
Am I for real yes.
I wrote it as a poem.
I think it's time you do you and I keep my fluttering mind here at home.
We can chat from time to time.
Just tell me when you're ready.
To except the fact that I was never "too heavy".
With words, or judgment I call it all how I see it.
And this strange distant behavior is just how I see it distant.
So you do you in Nuys.
I'll do me in L.A.
A trip on Christmas day.
Forget that on my Christmas tree with no snow outside I'll just watch my money sashay.
I never loved you.
But please finish reading.
I never loved you how thought.
I never tried to get you that was a false call.
I LOVED YOU yes as a writing buddy and as a close friend.
I am how I am flirtatious.
I'm sorry if u misread that my friend.
But like my book its the secret to never be told.
I know yours and you mine.
And without that burden I sleep all the time.
So like my first chapters title states its all just GONE IN THE WIND.
But it was a nice relationship we had while it was still like a flag on a pole flapping loudly in the morning wind.
But all things must ceases to exist I was just hoping it wasn't the end.
And if I over exaggerated this then oh well ill just think back when.