Four Years
2012
The year full of speeches
I got it from my brother, my mother, her husband, and teachers
Had them weighing on my back
The pressure increases
I got to get 'em off it and figure how to ease it
They're worried about my grades
They think that I'm slacking
It wasn't that I didn't care, I was still passing
They were thinking l'm lazy and scared I was lacking
I just didn't waste time if it didn't impact me
I kept to my focus when I felt more immersed
Always knew what I was doing, but they wouldn't let me converse
Called it talking back, so, now, they've kept me reserved
I finished school early by the very next verse
2016
I was stuck in a rut
I was 18 and wondering what
Was I to do now
I've been collecting some dust
I became an adult but I was mentally stuck
School had just passed, and I had me this fright
My momentum had crashed with no target in sight
My future was a blur, and I had a lot to decide
But then I met this girl on a September night
I then made a choice on what I wanted to do
Follow my heart and what it pursued
I was blindly in love and didn't have me a clue
That she was here to stay
My motivation anewed
2020 is when I took on a risk
I was tired, always stressin’
My stuff getting lift
I left the crib for good and hoped that it would stick
I put down on a house that was needing a fix
I told my girl we could do it
Make it out on our own
This was it now, it's time to be grown
We didn't work for shitty pay
We made our money at home
I said, "We're living in the future. All we need is a phone."
We had some people thinking we didn't have all the skills
Thought we'd always be late like we we're Miss Lauryn Hill
We'd pay twice the price while our pockets stayed filled
Four years today, we been paid off the bill
2024
As I stand here and rhyme
I haven't even peaked, but this still is my prime
I stay hard headed 'cause I keep to my grind
Just to show these people that I'm doing just fine
I paid my mortgage off, so I'm all out of doubts
I throw my worries away
Every single amount
Whatever's coming next, I'll be ready to mount
And take on the challenges no matter the route
