Forgetfulness
Inspired by Billy Collins' poem of the same name
The faces of the ones
once loved are the first
to go, blurring with new
faces, or perhaps, new loves
blotted on the timeline
to keep it going, a heartbreaking
conclusion of a wonderful
experience that you
have forgotten to remember.
One by one, the memories
slip into the past, including
the ones that made you smile
until your face hurt and filled
your belly with butteflies, now gone
and lost in the emptiness
where the songs you shared
are faint melodies in the background,
tinted now with a sadness
you can no longer explain.
Long ago you kissed the lips
of forgiveness and moved on
without its kissing you back,
lost in the forgetting that often
accompanies mercy, packing
your bags to see you go.
And even now, as voids
are filled with trifling trinkets
and slight pleasantries, you
are struggling to remember
the tune you sometimes whistle
without knowing, and the lover
who sang it to you in his car.