You just might not believe this but, I've finally found love...

I know this because...I think about him every day as soon as I wake up...

and feel the cool air from my fan caressing my face as well as the warm sun...

beaming through my window on the face of the man , whom i know has to be the one.

i mean I....hope he's the one... I ask God for signs...

Hoping this man will always be mine...

so many love letters I have signed to slip in his pockets right before he goes to work.

Invisible tears as I...realize he no longer goes to work.

and my man is no longer my man...

i almost wish instead another female would've took him away from me.

atleast he would still be on this earth to one day again hold my hand...

but he's farther than my mind can even imagine...

God took the love of my life even farther than any pieces of reality in my mind I can scavenge. 

I've went off the deep end...and drowned in my memories. 

because... you just might not believe this but, I finally found love...

it's just now he's too far away for me to enjoy his hug...

or feel his hands, or his warmth, or hear his voice anymore.

How can our love cease here and just all of sudden be done...

I ask this every morning as I feel the cool air from the fan caressing my face as well as the sun.

that use to beam on the face of the man who I know now was the one.

But now...... its way too late.