Has some feelings about her, little confused on what to do, insecure about yourself just a bit, Acts too desirable towards girls,  Then when you get them act  like they don't mean a thing.  But you're the one who kept getting at them,  is adherent.  For fear of being left out, doesn't want to be secluded while others do what they do, I closely observe the people around me,  to conceive who people are, not so much a mystery as you once were, Only your thoughts still are