The feeling of betrayal

Sun, 10/19/2014 - 04:01 -- clerff

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I can see that I'm here alone

Now I just wanna bleed until I'm blown

Nowhere I hate worse than right at home

When I was hurt, you shoulda shown!

 

I can see that I'm here alone
 
It makes me wanna bleed until I'm blown
 
Nothing I hate worse than being home
 
When I was hurt, I was on my own!
 
 
Words can't describe how much I fucking hate you
 
This rage is taking over
 
Don't know when I'll break
 
But it won't be pretty when I do
 
 
Please don't come to me
 
I'll just make you bleed
 
Just the way you've done to me
 
I couldn't breathe, and now I'll make you see
 
 
Breathe in!
 
I know my sins!
 
Breathe out!
 
Just let me shout!
 
Calm down!
 
Fuck no, fuck no, fuck no!
 
 
You're dead to me
 
You're dead to me
 
You're dead to me
 
You're dead to me
 
 
Oh my God, youre such a pest
 
Go away, leave me like the rest
 
If you leave, the damage will be less
 
 
Fucking pest!
 
Fucking pest!
 
Fucking pest!
 

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