Fear is all i see, it clouds my eyes and mind with doubts and self loathing.
I'm afraid and I'll admit that I hate myself and everything I am.
I feel like i'm on a plane that's slowly falling down.
Deep down into a dark abyss that chews and swallows on my entire being.
I cry for help but I know I can't.
I'm afraid of doing things myself.
I'm afraid nothing will go right and everything will go wrong.
But mostly, I'm afraid I will end up as nothing.
Nothing, but a girl who wanted to be something so much more.