Fear of My Confession
He came in a blink and immediately caught my eye
I began to fear my feelings, because I was scared you would say bye
The worry that filled me was diminished to nothing by my soul
Because it filled my head with euphoria and loved filled the holes
But time came to pass for me to confess
I feared your reaction and by fear I was possessed
Fear of rejection, fear of a being pushed aside
But the fear of never knowing how you felt coaxed me outside
I fought the fear with hope that we could be more
And my fear came to life when when you walked out the door
I picked myself up from the ground and conquer the fear with dedication
To commit myself to my work and use distractions as medication
For the fear of you knowing had torn me apart
The solution of knowing that things get better is what banished fear from my heart.