The fear of losing you...
The truth is ive been holding on to you so tight because im scared im scared to loose you. I'm scared to go through that hurt all over again. I'm scared to think of you like how i think of her. I'm scared that you'll give up on God. I'm scared that you will hate me. I'm scared that before you die I might not get to tell you goodbye. I'm scared of seeing you in public and now knowing wht to do. I'm scared of being alone. I'm scared of going through all of this again. I'm scared because I love you and I need you here with me
I'm not ready to let you go even though I want to. I need to, but I just can't. For that I might be selfish. So I apologize. I love you forever and always.