Fear
Oh fear, Oh fear, how I praise you.
You were there when I've made mistakes.
Pushed me to keep going when I have thought of giving up.
Pushed me to become limitless when I have reached my limits.
But where have you gone?
You disappeared on me when my life has hit a crossroad.
I need you, but you are nowhere to be found.
I am empty of motivation.
I've lost sight of my goals.
Am I lost?
Is this the end?
I realize now, you left me.
Left me to decide my life.
With this freedom, I feel it is too much.
I feel doubt- doubt in myself.
Have you transformed? Masked behind doubt?
I won't let this stop me.
Even though you are gone,
I remind myself of the lessons you have taught me.
My hard work continues regardless of your presence.
I will not fail in life, and it is because of you.