Father
Father?
Thank you.
I shouldn’t be thanking you… I am, though…
You hurt me…
Emotionally…
Physically…
Mentally…
I wish the best for you…
As you continue through life…
You did your best, or did you?
Sometimes I think I should hate you…
I prayed for you yesterday…
I prayed for you to have peace…
And happiness…
I know you’re a troubled man…
You never really got the chance to be yourself…
You aren’t a bad daddy all the time…
Only when you’re drinking, really…
I wish you didn’t drink… I wish a lot of things about you…
I wish you were there for every one of my milestones…
Every band concert…
Every birthday…
I wish you hadn’t abused mom, and ruined our family…
Sometimes I wish everything could be the way it was when I was younger…
But I’m happy now… Happier than you’ve ever made me…
I do miss you, daddy… I really do…
I just don’t miss the mistakes you’ve made… I’m sorry...