Far, but close, from God
The knife is so close, yet so far,
this will leave on my heart a scar.
This wouldn't be the first scar on my heart,
ever since we grew apart.
I can't say I don't still like you,
but I also hate theses things you do.
Every time I close my eyes, I think of being dead,
just to see the holes in your hands as they bled.
My heart heals slowly, carefully, painfully,
The consequences come back awfully.
I came to a fork in my path,
and now I have to face the wrong decisions wrath.
Choose the correct road,
trust me, He will lift your load.
I went through a lot of trouble to find this out,
for the consequences I knew not about.
The mistakes I can finally now see,
for I can never live without the Lord and me.