The world strikes me with many obstacles,
Many obstacles as time passes throughout the day.
Looking towards the sun, I didn’t realize how much time
was flowing around my soul. The soul that can’t find
it’s own path back into life. Lost,
lost like a teenager trying to find their place in life.
After a deep breath,
I looked around at the people passing by with their different faces
I see the pain, suffering, and regret in their lives.
Having two faces
one on the outside,
and one on the inside.
These people could not show what they really were.
I saw peaceful creatures,
transforming into monsters
trying to take everything else away from me.
Without a soul to give them,
I lost what I had left.
Rotating my head to see the many different colors
this amazing planet has,
starting to fade away,
along with the happiness of my life
why this is happening to me,
someone who wanted to protect
try to make friends who he would grow with,
until the day they all met their end.
I remembered something painful: I had lost someone close to me.
That person was a major factor in my life.
My sister treated me as with respect
looking back now,
she was the only one to lift me up in times of grief
When I was forcefully brought back into the reality
an intense shock of sadness rushed my body
She was the kind of person to walk into a room
have a smile so bright it made you strive to achieve and
fight back against impossible odds
It was because she was always there,
that I took her for granted.
The day she decided her own death,
I was finally able to see,
people do have different values.
I felt the pain that most people feel in their lives
Losing just isn’t fun when you don’t have a chance to fight back.
I wonder what my sister thought
when she was flying through the air,
but she wasn’t flying,
she was falling.
Falling into a world that wouldn’t give her back to us.