To Fall
Love is a dangerous fragment of our broken world
Yet I crave to feel it.
I was told love was the equivalent to waking up on a foggy morning
In a room that is your heart
The sun’s rays somehow sneaking through
It gently caresses your face
As the birds softly sit outside your window
Knowing it is too early to wake you
Love is a calming piece that warms your very soul.
But I know love is also pain, pain I am afraid to feel.
The sun’s rays can disappear at any moment
The bed is rocked violently in an ocean
And the waves crash against your window,
Threatening to shatter the glass
You are desperate to be set free from your heart
Then it all goes still
Suddenly it’s empty and you are in too much shock to feel
Love brings out strength you didn’t know you had
I don’t think I’m ready to be strong
So I will lie here in my bed, eyes wide open
And I won’t fall asleep so I can’t wake up
To the birds outside my window
And the gentle sun greeting me
I will lie in this eternal darkness
Until I am ready to be strong enough to fall in love