My heart beats opposite to the unstable mind that disrupts the function of my actions.

I apologize if .. If...the jagged meaning of my words aren't clear...

But...

Charge it to my head..

The heart can't bare the pain of reality

Your lies shaped the seems that fabricated my present

That were design to flaw...

No!!!!

Don't help with what you didn’t prevent.

Buried deep under the crack of flesh

Down to the weary spirit wicked in the body.

Sorrow! Hatred! Fear! Lies! Pain!

The foundation of my existence lying on the fault line of my sanity

Held together by the design of lies

Please!!!

Charge it to my heart.

The mind is on (F)

Overly compacted with Fiction, Frustration, Fear, Flaws

But I apologize If .

If 1+1 does make two sense

but that's just my heart beating opposite to the unstable mind which disrupts the my life.