Lately I've been thinking, just a little chat with me and me

I don't count myself as "different," I don't really feel unique

Praying for an answer, asking God if he can heal me please

Fell out for a minute because God was not as real to me

Need a bit of hope like homeless people need a meal to eat

Never show my anger, getting harder to conceal the beast

Throwing out my habits ‘cause I really wanna start from scratch

Confront this little problem, hated life and we'll just call it that

Was always in this constant pain, anger brought my heart ache back

Hated being alive, I never thought I'd be a part of that

Suicide can never get me, fought me but i fought it back

Time to pick these pieces up and glue them, want them all in tact

Mom I never wanted us be so far apart like this

I know that you are stressed, and you say that I am the cause of it

Sorry but you came up with a way to make it harder since

Why can't we just loosen up, both of us and then just call it quits?

I love you, wasn't one time that I don't, “oh my God I'm sick”

I don't have the patience to say sorry so I offer this