My insecurities came back 

To haunt me and say 

"You will f*ck up" 

"Stop wasting your breath" 

My bad voice is rising 

To taunt me and say 

"You're not good enough" 

"Forget everything and sleep" 

My tears are falling 

As I think to myself 

"Stop crying" 

"You're overreacting" 

My emotions are hidden well 

At least from most others around me 

I just hope something good 

Comes out of this rollercoaster ride.