dubiety
nobody told me i'd feel this way
and now i'm trying to fit the pieces together
knowing that they're just as good as gone
i try to take pride in what i used to know
when things were brighter
when what's become old wasn't old
and i feel my story was never told
when i was fierce
when my heart was gold
sometimes i see that little girl
i see curiosity in her eyes
i see love in her heart
i see purity in her smile
and now the girl is gone
she has been cast into the vault of dreams
the world has taken her away from reality
only in the mind will this girl stay
they've replaced her with a woman, uncertain of everything and certain of nothing, just trying to stay afloat on life's transient bay
all she sees is dubiety
in the broken society
dubiety
when she cries along
dubiety
in her little home
in her little life
there's so little time
dubiety
no solidarity
she longs for solidarity