Drowning
Drink…
Just have a good time
Don’t look back to the pretending in the past or lies in the future
Never worry about the
Baby at home, crying in the arms of a vulnerable mother,
The newlywed bride with the knife of betrayal
So deep in her heart her wedding dress is soaked with blood.
Life’s all around, waiting,
All there for the taking
So take another shot
And don’t stop ‘til the room spins,
Headlights burned into pupils until gravel crunches
Outside the back door of a chaotic home,
Crying children with a whining dog,
The hardened wife so cold you could die in her winter eyes.
Piercing lights blaze in the present,
Showing no screaming kids, just work and T.V. and the
Sorrow to be quenched before tomorrow comes,
‘Cause now the bitch with the kids
Ran from the rage, the horrors she vowed to face, so grab a
Bottle and take a sip.
World whirs, garage door slams,
A slurred, blurred man with a
Desperate daughter at the door,
Begging, pleading, bleeding, weeping,
You’re going to lose her if you don’t act quick
But the drowning took your strength
So watch while she runs away casting blades of rejection.
Lies are free,
They slide over me
Like the booze down a drunk’s throat.
So forget to hide the bottles, the baby grew to womanhood
Her soul’s too hard for the denial to pierce through to sorrow
Just forget life, forget tomorrow
Take another drink, it better be big, because you have
A life’s worth of destruction to forget.