Laying in bed

I can't sleep 

There's so much going through my head 

I try to fight it

But I'm too weak 

So I just lay there 

And then I weep

 

As I mesmerize our times together

See the smiles and hear the laughter

Oh how I wish my life's just misread 

And I'd just be home instead 

 

People see me, they do not know

Every day I wear a mask

And I pretend that all is well

That is my very task

 

I guess I am good in this act

Because no questions do they ask

But whatever they think, 

whether they see through me or not, 

I know I'm not complete and that's a fact

 

Laying in bed

I can't sleep 

So I just lay there

And then I weep