Dontre Hamilton
Hey Mom , Be right back
I'm going to the park to take a nap;
Those were the last words I told my mom;
I would've said more if I knew my life were going to disappear like a bomb;
In the 31 years I've been alive I've never met my dad;
But I have paranoid schizophrenia so not meeting him wasn't so sad.
I walked to the park and sat down;
I looked around and walkers gave me a frown;
I remember my mom said life isn't fair.
Because we're black, always be aware
I remember the kids in Junior High;
They made fun of me. Said I should commit suicide;
Remembering them made my emotions flair;
And at that moment, people started to stare;
I laid down my head and went to sleep.
Silently, I started to weep;
While I was asleep I sensed a breach of peace;
Little did I know, it was the police.
They tapped and shoved, but I wasn’t awake;
Finally they said “For Goodness Sake”!
They had been called by someone saying I was disturbing the peace
For that, soon I may be laying on the ground, deceased.
When I woke up, by police with a weapon.
I knew I was going to be treated like a felon;
In my mind, I know I am not well;
But these men were evil, I could tell.
They said I’m doing nothing illegal
Officer Manney patted me down and we engaged in a struggle.
People looked and started to chuckle.
I better go, I don't want to start trouble.
I started to go, but I was detained by force.
He brought out his baton to beat with no remorse
I took it and tried to use self-defense;
I swung it at his body after a moment of suspense.
He caught it and took it back;
He swung it and hit me. Whack!
Bruises to my chin, scalp, neck, and arm
That baton broke me. Then he brought out his firearm.
1 Shot, 2 Shots, 3.
I'm bleeding on the ground;
I can't breathe or speak. I can only look around;
4th shot, 5th shot, 6th.
I realize this is the end. On the ground I pound;
Lord take away this pain! Why me, I cry!
I die with only one question. Why?
7th shot, 8th shot, 9th.
I told my mom I'll be right back;
What will she say when I never come back?
Officer Manney fires 5 more bullets into me;
Then retreats and leaves carefree;
My body died, but my spirit lives on;
I hereby pass onto you the baton.
I did fall, but we will rise.
If you need salvation, look unto the skies;
Police brutality must be excised;
And the lack of mental treatment must be criticized.
Dr. King had a view from the mountaintop.
Until we get to the Promised Land, we must never stop!!