Don't Care Anymore

Location

03084
United States
42° 50' 3.8472" N, 71° 50' 42.9864" W

Found monotony

Found dimension

Found ways

Found ways to quell 

Found methods to stop caring 

Found ignorance

Found solitude

But it's all fucked

And it's all okay

And it's all blind

And it's all the same

Tried so hard

Pain in vain

Cuts deep

like jumping

half a foot in the air

like synthesized electronica on mechanical buttons

in the background

Like slow motion

Found a pathetic loser

Found a monkey

Found a find to keep

And it's fucked

and it's all ok

And it's all the same

Pain in vain

Remorse

gone

and abyss

internalized

whisper

to self

And it's fucked

Don't lie

Seems wealth

Is lost in clouded vision

And poor health

Teeth rot

Bloodied bolus

down esophagus by gravity

and waves of masturbation

mutilation

concentration

aggravation

Pain in vain

and stomach acids line the casing on the bullet 

gullet

bleeding in a straight line

so the cops don't question the little kids they question

question

question

sir

sir

sir

sir

sir

sir

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"Do you have anything on you that could harm me?"

sir

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"yes"

sir

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"What?"

sir

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"Just a pocketknife"

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"Well then don't touch me with the blade"

sir

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"and so repeat after me"

sir

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"I am a thief and a liar, sir"

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and I don't fucking know

and I don't fucking know

and I don't fucking know

and I don't fucking know

and I don't fucking know

and I don't fucking know

sir

sir

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"go on and smile, you cunt"

 

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