i was doing so well

so well.

until something made me realize that maybe...

i was just hiding my true emotions a lot better

and putting the face that puts people at ease a lot easier.

but its ok

it's the way it should be

i don't want anyone wasting their energy worrying about me

i don't want anyone wasting their time caring about me

i don't want anyone thinking about me

i want to be in no ones radar

i want to be away from all the noise

i want for all the worry to be gone

all i want

is for this pain to go away

forever.

is that so much to ask?