Desperation
by Ariel Douglas (6 November 2014)
I see it in your eyes
Your desperate ploy for my approval
You’re believing these lies
But are loathe to assist in their removal
I’m watching it in your actions
Your desperate cries for my attention
My heart breaks by another fraction
And pounds with passionate apprehension
I see myself through your eyes
As you search and scrounge for my affection
Tears well and my soul cries
As I look into the face of my former reflection
I watch you stumble and fall over and over
You grovel and plead for just my acceptance
You weep and wallow like a battered lover
Not knowing that I see right through your pretense
I will give you my approval
Of who you were created to be
I will help you be jovial
In the way of the Joy within me
I will give you all of my attention
So that you will know that I care
I will help mend your wounded condition
And your trouble I too will bear
I will give you all of my affection
The love that has been given to me
I will love each tattered section
Of I life I have yet to see
I will give you my acceptance
And reveal to you the truth
I will show you into the protective fence
I will show you the proof
I approve because He created you
I am attentive because He cares too
I love you because it’s what His love bids me do
I accept you because no one is too broken to be made new