strong sense of delusion

strong spell of illusions

i never look for fame, 

for fame comes with flames

trying to fight the urge but 

amoungst the urge the feelings surged...

pulsating, blood fastly rushing from vein to vein in vain 

Not aware of the change that it brings as well as the pain and shame...

3 parts 9 different sides related and similar to 3 different triangles...

To maintain the sane u must maintain a balance...

can't have two without the other....

 

Meaning 

 

Strong self deluding

Strong self illusions

Hell comes hand in hand with fame...

Trying to fight this sexual addiction...this lust

But with that urge to fight came the urge to fail...

The blood pumped through my veins erect I stood in vain...

Not aware of changes to come or the pain or the shame...

I was only focused on my very own thing...

Mind, body,soul

Heart,brain,lungs,

Spirit,physical,mental

3 different charts but the same 9 side are within me

And that's where I reside...

To be in one mind a balance must be held...