Defeat
You know how you stop believing in something after it fails over and over and over?
You know how you stop believing in yourself after you've given in every day for ever?
That's where I am now.
I've failed 50, 100, 1000 times a day for so long I've forgotten what it's like to win.
I'm so buried under the weight of years of failure that I can't even stand up.
This poem is about:
Me