Dear Mom:

I would have committed suicide because of the pain I was going through everyday

All Just to Obey

I could have killed people around me every time I drove

 Because of my lack of attention, I had on the road

I would have been responsible of my family’s pain

Because I was Going Insane

I would have lost everything I love

Just to Prove I Was Enough

By Not Feeding My Brain, and self-harming myself through the form exercise, it is almost amazing that I am still alive today.

 It’s amazing I was able to escape death so many times, while in this stage.

Usually someone that has followed the same pattern as me, two paths open up.

Luckily You Saved Me

So, I Know I am Enough

Sincerely,

Your Little Monkey