Dear Mom
Dear mom
I'm falling , I'm turning myself in
I'm sorry for being born
I'm sorry for all that I have done wrong
Mom I need a hug
My heart is broken
I'm feeling something I don't want
Mom I can't stop my tears , I'm desperate
Look at my way I'm frozen between time
Dear mom
Your front of me
But I'm coward can't ask for you to hold me
Mom , why did put me in a school
Where I can't be tough
Mom the society I know of taunts me
The people torments my brain and soars my vein
I walk in the halls , very studious and proud
But the heavy weight of discrimination makes me bluff
Mom I'm tired , I'm turning my pages back
I'm running but can't see the flag
I'm changing I'm hating myself
Mom help me look at my way
School gives me fake dreams and envious stares
Outside my room I'm always trap in a devil's maze
Dear mom
Can you give me a set of wings
So I can fly
Mom let me bloom please don't deny
Mom I'm not your little girl anymore
Let me go I'm trying to survive
Why you looking down on me, because I'm a girl
Why are you fearing, Please stop doubting me
Mom don't worry I won't disappoint you
Mom I'm writing ✍️ this poem from my room
My heaven, my glory, my throne
I hate everything else outside my room
Mom I'm standing in the corner just watching
My friend groups is big but I see them laughing
I call for them please look back
I'm a stranger following their back
Mom I like my friends
They gave me a pencil ✏️ and told me to write
I told them a story unconscious insight
We laughed at every joke till late night
But when the day comes the story ends , without a bride
We spended moments filled with good times but in the end I'm always on standby
Why can't I be close with them no matter how much I try
Dear mom
I wanna cry out loud as the thunder's sound
Get on my knees and back to my feet
Mom --
Do you think I can survive