Hush. Quiet. Hold it in.
Its not the time nor the place. Just smile.
Its normal.
Be happy like you always are.
Content and bright are your eyes
each day.
But your heart so dark and confused.
Inside your head sways.
Loud. Burst. A scream comes out.
He listens and loves, just holds
you so tight.
But stop. Control yourself.
You were taught to be positive
and light.
But you cant help these feelings so,
you cry all through the night.
Is that right? Is this how it's
supposed to be?
Dear God, please help. Only
You can save me.