I wanted to taste the way you bleed
and just like in between the lines i read
no you didnt love me, didnt want this tree to suceed
you fell in love with my flowers not my roots almost as im milkweed
But im human, im human not a seed to plant in your emty garden
I wanted you to undress my soul
instead you undressed my lust and love
I didnt want you to be my hero, i wanted you to
support me and be the best sidekick in the world
It made you mad so mad, the way i moved on with such speed
But everynight, i cried myself to sleep
i never had felt a pain so deep
you were the love I always went back to
but always unwanted in the end.
In that regards you lost me, you fucked up.
I loved you, (I fucking loved you)
when our friends bring up your name
a melconly look in my eyes and a big smile
as i change the subject.
You say, you miss me
I miss me too, the me before you
cause now i cant look at stangers the same.
I missed you from the beggining,
it was like my best friend was dead to me
when you put a timebomb on us.
You thought i was fine with flings,
you clearly dont know me then.
I want you to rember this,
what you did to me everytime you kiss her
and everytime you toch her
You dumped me, because you could not focus
you dumed me 5 weeks before you said when i was sick
you dumped me the day after you said you loved me
and a week after we made loved.
You killed me, tore me limb to limb
and when you look in my eyes
and ask if im happy and i say im fine
i hope you know im not
i hope you no the reason that i dont message you the same
i hope you know why i distanced myself
i hope you know why i dont hug back
i hope you know why...
Im done, i am, im done.