Dear Diary
I write in you
My mother says it’s childish
My innermost thoughts
My secrets
Locked safely in the tear wrinkled pages of your tattered spirit
Burdened with my shameful exploits of debauchery and lust
They run their eyes across your bare skin
Scanning each word
Engraved into your soul
They recoil with repugnance
Your body tremors
They pitch your threadbare, pain-filled mass across the room
As if each leaf of yours was trickling with poison that would engulf them
Secrets are such a crude thing
No one will confess t it
But no one really wants to discern your secrets
Because then they would recognize the truth
And people cannot handle the truth
So I write in you
Knowing that your soul will take my secrets
Close up your body and slide it below my bed
Letting the words be enclosed in the dark
Because the truth is always black and white
And I am assured that you, dear diary
Won’t judge me in the manner that they would