Dear Biological mom,

You brought me into the world

You taught me I could not beloved

You showed me I could truly never belong

You proved abandonment is real

Tears when I was a baby

Tears when I am almost 16

My whole life I have been crying 

Just wanting to belong 

But why belong when I can feel you telling me the truth

That I will turn out just like you

I come from a unwanted place

Unwanted people

Unwanted life

First month, already people have a hatred for me

Almost 16, still feel unwanted

Thanks for teaching me

The truth about me

And the world