You call this a crush?
I feel like shit everyday you avoid me.
I feel like I deserve to die because what I've done.
God has cursed me and left me to wilt in this ditch.
Is it called a crush because I am utterly crushed when you stop talking to me?
I hurt so much inside, and you just call it a crush?
I'd do anything at all just to get you to speak to me again, and this is a crush?
If this is just a crush, then I don't want to find real love.