Crumbling self-motivation
I am a lone wolf when it comes to decisions but there is time for a pack
With the filter what you see is the ruler of discomfort
The queen of the damned, a social bone crusher
When I hide behind my shell I like to belittle others
With no filter I'm verifying the innocence inside of me
The crumbling self-motivation twisted like a withered branch
I step forward without second glances
Stretching my hand towards the fire while the melancholy dances
Then I'll give up the opportunity of real chances
When I select my filter in the morning it insinuates my mood
I want the people on the outside to caress it, despite of my hidden gloom
When I was little I was the social outcast
Wandering in my self-loath and building my protective barrier
With the filter I'm a dog but on the inside I am a terrier
A small dog barking at the wall of disadvantages
However the crumbling self-motivation is the cause of my ambition
The filter willingly stripping away my goal to strive is not my criteria
The fall is my favorite season but I want to bloom like the spring
My filter, the crumbling self-motivation, it is not the real thing
I am a strong warrior, I am setting my camera down, without the filter, this is life...this is me!