creations
I've let my emotions run free
in more ways than one
but the one that truly let them breathe,
was letting these words spill onto a page in scribbly handwriting
and finding a way to say the truth
with a softer gaze.
It made the harsh light, look more like a glow
the blood, look more like pink
and it less sharpened the knife of reality that I felt
was often held at my throat.
It was as if the lined paper were my infinite canvas,
the 26 letters forming words of infinite colors.
I finally had a place to say all the words that I never had the voice to speak,
and I challenged myself to find the string of syllables that would never dare to leave my lips,
but maybe just my pen.
So I didn't just write,
but I created
making an untouchable nirvana for my mind and soul
and more importantly,
the pieces in my heart that always felt missing.