Completely Ruined.


I am fighting this war inside me
It wants me to quit
It wants me to stop
It wants me to end
It wants me to be gone.
I try to ignore it,
But it's so loud and so strong.
Everything hurts.
The pain won't go away.
I am slowly pushing away everyone around me.
No one will ever understand 
MY pain.
MY struggle.
MY heartache.
I don't wasn't to hold it in anymore.
I just want to be free,
I want to go back to being me.


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