Do you know how it feels to be stuck
To walk through life so fucked up
To have everything that made you smile go away
Knowing the good things that happen never stay
Being deceived by all your friends
When will this fucking bad shit end
Everyone around me hurts me
But they walk around an act like they don't see
Because they just don't care
I might as well leave
They don't want me here
They're tired of seeing my face
Hearing my cries
They just shut the fucking door
And act like I'm not even alive
Which is just fine
Because I wish I could die
I wish I was in the fucking ground dead
Holes in my brain cause I stabbed myself in the head
My fucking dad is as dead to me as can be
I wish he would just get the fuck up and leave
Cause if he doesn't leave I promise you I will die
I cant live with a fucking man who makes me cry
Everyday he puts me in fucking hell
Everyday I'm fucking wishing I could kill myself
But its not like you even care
You shut your damn door like I'm not even there