The Climb : Sestina #3
With the death of day, the night is born
Just as one door closes, another opens
One has to fall for me to climb the ladder of success
We survey our options: To be one who climbs,
To be one who falls, or to become a stepping stone
My focused eyes cannot see anywhere but up
But guilt overcomes me as I travel up,
Fore I must cause death each time I am born
My face hardens, dense as stone
As I battle skyward, my wounds are opened
I’m stitched and unstitched each step I climb
How are these sins defined as success?
I ponder whether or not I want success
My eyes travel down, then back up
I see where I have climbed, and where I should climb
But my conscience pleads I do not ascend, shame is born
In me, as each threaded stitch undoes and opens
I elect to evolve into a stepping stone
But can I reach my dreams as a mere stone?
Can I find happiness in helping others succeed?
In such melancholy no doors open
I do not progress or digress, I do not move up
Instead, I’m a midwife to newborn
Dreams, my cemented body watches as others climb
I do not find satisfaction in the climb
Fore I do not have a destination, just a stone
Stone face, stone step, unfit to carry hopes born
To children determined to find success
They’re taught to use people to make their way up
They may not succeed ‘til their minds are opened
With this, the loving heart is opened
Revealed to be above those who climb
Fore heart is the heavens up-
Above each step, each stepping stone,
In heaven there is no success
With the death of night, new days are born
We may travel up and doors may open,
But wishes are not born to those who climb
Rather, it is the helpful stones that reach success