Circumstance of Growth
An Ignorance so bliss
An Arrogance so full
A Child like innocence
Abstaining,
From a world so cruel
Thrust into society
By circumstance at hand
Losing at a race
I never should have ran
I stopped for a moment
To be pulled, undertow
Am I a victim, or,
Should I just Grow
Crack, like lightning strikes
Life happens just like that
When one least expects
It hits you from the back
A cancer diagnosis
Is what struck me unaware
It took away all hope
Replaced it with despair
The pain of enduring
what never should have been
the thought of deaths release
was never far from hand
living in apathy
a friend intervened
he saw from afar
I was self-imploding
He intervened with fate
He brought the will to live
He told me I could fight
He showed me how to win
I took the lesson taught
And looked back with insight
Seeing what was
In a different light
I am a survivor
I live on in this life
I’m Forced to grow up
taking reality in stride
I still fight to delay
One reaper of lives
it continues to haunt me
Just Biding it’s time
A world unperturbed
It exists but doesn’t care
Emotions change with time
With time fades the fear
The reaper will subdue me
Tis Just a matter of when
So I will control my fate
Until,
Our next battle does begin.