You want her,

But you stand her up constantly

Lucky to even have a chance even at her 

For she doesn't give them often ,She sees she doesn't need or want a person like you,Ruined your chances with her,So you're cut off,Ignored ,She's no fool ,Knowing when people put lies in her head,Never confronts them for she knows no one will confess,Watching and listening closely ,Observing Remembering ,