"chains of dreams"
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| who am i sometimes i forget about the person inside steady given parts away that belong to me steady given all my time everyday i pick a part of me that seizes to exist personality turns to pure bliss learning memories i miss seem to come off as a dream learning my reality,might be just a fantasy n everytime i close my eyes i see the world which according to me, is my true reality its the life i feel n hope for, i know i shoulld be living but instead im waking up, to a everlasting ending,of an unhappy ending one that you see in movies,its full of pain and hurt with no understanding,with fingers pointed at me i wish that i would awake,unto ma chain of dreams that people cant wait to see and break,they want to decieve me they want me to cry and say i give up on my life!!! i give up on my life!!! but i feel as though this life i lead is the true nightmare and that god left it up to me to mix my real dreams, with this false reality that i have been living outside ma dreams so do i dare to bring my night and day nights to a clear lead them to a life of drama and pain and let them do their dirty work with only truth to gain and positivity smiles and laugther with no more reason to close my eyes and picture this world beyond my fantasies and childhood dreams the reason y im on this earth, the answer to my life meaning the chain of dreams should be my life events that are meant to be lived but do i need to close my eyes for them or walk towards them in front of my eyes or are they really in front of my eyes but i choose to close them because n all truths do i really dare? |