I guess I could have went to that abortion clinic
I could have went through with it
I could have killed a living life
Instead, I am suffering sleepless nights
Now he is 7 months old, and each day I love him more
While my college friends are enjoying themselves
Drinking, while their outfits scream "RAPE ME!"
I am at home struggling in college raising a baby
Countless arguments with who I thought was the love of my life
"Stop calling me a bitch!" I scream.
But I am still not heard
I just want it to feel good....but its changed
Like a thief came through in the night
I have been robbed
Or rather robbed myself
My youth is gone
I am a mother now
Living with a broken love--stolen dreams
Just trying to make it and get a degree so I don't have to live again in poverty
See around me no one understands my struggle
Life is hard and everyday is a hustle
Before I could find myself, I lost myself
I guess these were just the cards I was dealt.